lonesome i could die.

alone.

knp warna nya ungu?
lg menjanda kembang nih :D hahaa. sendiri gitu. ahh menyebalkan :'(
aiss menjanda, cari suami baru ahhhhhh.
searching-searching ;) *astogpirulloooh :D hahai *stress saya*

sebenernya sih ga bener2 sendiri. cuma realnya emang lg sendirian. dan aku benci ini.

I HATE BEING ALONE!
I HATE BEING FAR AWAY WITH SOMEONE WHO I REALLY MISS :'(
I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
I WANNA BESIDE YOU. NOW.

ARGHTTTTTTT pengen nangis, tp brasa useless!!

padahal bsok idul adha.
baru kali ini bener2 sendiri dan tanpa siapapun disini *sigh*
kangen keluarga*ibu bapak :'( kangen banget......... td denger suara takbiran. jd keinget lebaran ma mreka. hiks! ayodong pengen pulang. kapan kapan kapan? huhu.
kangen RX*miss you all guys. teringat lebaran kmrn, waktu kita main petasan yg gede itu, nyalain dpn rumah wene, trus om djoniman marah2 dgn alasan yg gak masuk akal, bilangnya ntar ditangkap polisi *heloooo om, berasa nasehatin anak kecil aja* hwhahahaa.
huwaaaaaa kangen................... :'(
kangen risna, kangen takbiran kliling ma kamu. kangen kamu naaaa.. :'( huweeeeeh.
aku dsni sendiri, sepiiiiiiiiii bgt :'( huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. aku mau takbiran kliling lagiii, mau itu naik krista ato rush mu. mau itu naik vario ato shogun mu, mau bareng2 lagi.. cepet kesini kamu yaaaaaaaaaaaahh! temenin akuuh.
kangen qida,ulan,butet,uwit.. walopun kita gak pernah takbiran sama2, tapi aku kangen kalian :'( kesini naaaaaaaaaaaa... hueeeeeeeeeeeeeeh... T______T sendirian akuuh! jahatnya kalian.. huhu.

skrg disini bener2 sendiri, hmmmmmmmmm sbenernya masih ad keluarga, cm gatau kenapa, kayaknya ada yg kurang :'(((((((((((((( huhuhu.

gumawang prawatyasidiku?
dia pergi, dia ga disampingku. skrg.. besok. dan katanya sih cuma utk sementara :')
kangen banget ma kamu ay... aku pengen kamu ada disampingku skrg. nemenin aku.
knp kamu pergi disaat yg nggak tepat sih? huuuuuuuuhh.
disaat liburku panjang dan aku mau sama sama kamu, eeeh kamu pergi.
emang sih gak selalu harus sama2... tapi tapi.........................
hmppph.. yaudalah.
uda telanjur jugaa :'(
aku nunggu kamu disini ay. aku kangen kamuuuuuuuu :'( pgen ketemu. hiks *sabar sabar*
aku kangen kamu yg gak kangen aku :'(


malam malam kelam cepatlah berlalu!
huah.

udah mau curhat itu ajah blog.
makasih ya uda mau dger curhatanku :'( huhu.
oia, WISH ME LUCK yah buat MCQ untuk blok 2 ini. hari senin rabu ujian nih.
doakan doakaaaaaaaaan :') thanks.


have a great holiday for you all!

oia, HAPPY IED MUBARAK yaa for tomorrow :)

buat si biri biri lucu ku^^ : kasian kamu sayang besok disembelih :'( hiks. i love you so much 'mbing! mogaa kamu bahagia disurga :) moga daging kamu bsok kenyel dan enak digulai ya 'mbing *tingtingting* ;)
*stress mode ON!*
hahaha..efek samping mau ditinggal pacar : sayangku jadi beralih ke kambing, padahal dia bsok mau disembelih. huhuw.
*ah pacar, malem ini aku mau pacaran ma kambing ku aja dah. MALEM TERAKHIR soalnya ma dia.
kamu jahat sih! malah sama cewe cewe lain :'( huuuh!! *hahahaa

eiaaa, bsok sedih deh ga bs solat id, huhu baru kali ini. gara2 tamu dateng.
terus tadii juga udah puasa arafah dapet sampe dzuhur gataunya......................TENGGGGGGGGG*TAMUKU DATENG!!! batal deh. langsung makan loteeekk + nutrisari 2 gelas :P hehew.
gilaaaa haus + laper bgt tadiii siang. gara2 awalnya emang puasa gak pake sahur, udah gt nganterin temen kos (baca=UTHII) ke terminal giwangan situ.
JAUH men gilaa! mana panas jogja menyengat bgt tadi, di terminal situ yah lumayan sih bisa tepe tepe skalian liat cowo cowo bandung yg pada mau pulkamp gtu. lumayaaaaaaaan seger seger... *astogpirullah.. hahaha
nunggu nya hampir sejam-an, trus mana bau asap bus bus bikin gangguan pernapasan ajah. ckckckk. nggak2 lagi deh!! KAPOK SAYA. kalo ga demi temen, gamau deh :P

huuu malem ini sendiri. cuma ditemenin laptop + modem HSDPA nya yg alhamdulillah lancar malem ini, :)
jadinya saya bisa ceting cetingan ma temen2, main pesbuk dgn lancar. seenggaknya gak terlalu hampa lah utk malem ini.
walaupun skrg ini saya lg mikirin lelaki saya, kok dia ga sms2 ya. apakah terlalu sibuk disana? apakah dia sedang senang2 disana? dia mikirin saya jg gak yah?
ah, saya sendiri gatau lelaki saya sedang apa disana. hmphh nevermind :( mungkin dia gak lg mikirin saya utk saat ini, mgkn ada hal yg lebih penting untuk dia kerjakan skrg *sigh*

yaudah ya blog, segini aja deh.
saya mau lanjyuuut cet gitu ma temen temen saya! :D mau heppan dululah, melupakan semua kesedihan yang ada.
okay, bubyee all.
sekali lagi : HAPPY IED MUBARAK FOR TOMORROW FOR Y'ALL :)

Loves, Lya.

sad-nite

just finished my OSCE....
*menarik napas lega*
alhamdulillaaaaaaaaaah.. everything has done well ^^ happy happy :D
thanks for God :) i believes that God is fair!
wishing the best score in this second block... and wish that score would help my bad score in my first block. amieeeeeeeeeenn..

OSCE checked.
all exams have done!! :)
let refresh our brain guys.
but.......................i still dont know what should i do on satnite guys, maybe will be lonesome :'( huhhhh. it's not fun! :'(((((((((((
i still dont have any plan for saturday nite. poor me.
wanna go cinema for watching 2012. but, the tickets have been sold out until tomorrow! ah fakyaa.
sat-nite or will be sad-nite?? :( maybe SAD-NITE will be! *sigh*



aghhhhhhhhh. sad. mad. bad. huhh :'((((((((((

bye bye everyone.
hope you all have a great saturday nite.
dont let yourself being alone or just staying at home tonite! have fun ya'all :)

friday the 13th...

what's your story?
what's so special about friday the 13th?
would it be creepy? or full of bad luck? naah we'll see O.O

hmmmmm i'm totally bored staying in KOS, whatever KOS in english. huuh.
totally bored here today.

besok OSCE lagi! SIHAAAAAAAAALLL!!! *___________*
knp sih UMY nih sabtu2 masuk kuliah, ujian pulaa..
hadodoooooh, nasib nasib.. :( bad. so bad.

OSCE??
malesnyaaa mau belajar. suwmpaaah deyh
KODEKI, PERMENKES, UU, MKDKI. hedeeh makanan apa ya itu? ada yang tau? hmmm gilaa gilaaa ini sbenernya anak kedokteran apa ank hukum sih? males bgt deh :'( sihaal
udah dipelajari, mau diinget, tp gamasuk ke otak jugaaaa. sialeee!! knp sih ini... arghhtttt
banyak bgt gilaa ini kalo dipelajari. mana hukum2 gt pulaa. gak tertarik! huw jd malessssss dan tak bernapsu.
ah mana bsok dpt jadwal siang lg..mlsnyoooo..
siang..panas..ujian. PERFECT BGT DEH!! asik abis!!! iurrrrrrgh BABAY

udah jam brp skrg? hmm i just realized it's almost 10 p.m already.
oh gosh! i'm not studying yet til now >,<

"besok gmn ya ujiannya??
susah gak yah?
dapet asdos yang gmn yah?"
dih sumpah gak mau lg dpt asdos jutek terkutuk kyk kmrn lagih! gak mau kuadrat!!! sampe dpt lg? betul2 daaahh.. nasib sial betul.. *sigh*
gila parah dah nilai osce prtama udah jelek bgt! masa osce kedua gitu jg? ah nggak2, gk boleh. harus lebih baik. plg ngk lebih baik deh, gak nuntut sempurna.
ya Allah tolong ya allah :( huhu.. *frustrating*

kelar osce pokoknya mau refreshing..mau relax-in otak!
pengen ketemu pacar, kangen kangen kangen. tapiiiiii........................ ah HELL :( huffff.
kangen banget naa ay :'( MISS. YOU. SO. MUCH, AY. huhh!! :(

ngapain donkk besok? anyone has any idea??
kalo bsok bener2 gak bs ketemu si pacar, yaudin deh kayaknya bakal jablay merana di kosan.. kesepian pula. sedihnyo :'((((((((((
ah tp gak mau ah, bsok pengen deh nonton 2012 ma anak2 kos.
hoping this plan will work tomorrow :)
pengen bangeeeeeeet nonton 2012, kayaknya seru :D
oh c'mon.... 2012 is like the greatest movie ever! Don't lose ur guts and not watching it, for God's sake.
pokoknya bsok kalo ngk jd ketemu awang, pgen nonton 2012!! harus ad yg terlaksana 1 dari kedua itu. hohooo ;D

oke kembali lg ke OSCE. fufufu :'(
should i study now bout medical law, kodeki, and all friends?
ahh i'm so full with those shit, God.
damn lazy to read it for god's sake, my head is spinning around already *___*
aaaah whatever with osce! :) really can't get rid from this lazyness.
i promise that i'm gonna study for it at midnight or when insomnia attacks me.
SEMANGKAAA SEMANGKA SEMANGKAAAA!!!! :D (semangka which means semangat!) :p

ok so?
i'm blogging instead now :D
and facebook-ing for sure.
haha i'm not addicted of facebook, facebook is not my heroine.
i'm just trying to kill my boredom day by day.. it's so sucks ya know :((

and now......boredom starts to attack me again now =,= *sigh*
out of this bloggerland :D i'm gonna study for OSCE.
doakan sayaaaaaa yaaaa... :) wish me luck guys..

byebyeeeee all!!
have a nice weekend for tomorrow!! :D

Loves-♥♥

bored to the max

Wanna go somewhere, please take me somewhere that can be fun, and far from boredomness.
please somebody pick me up!! really wanna go outside but i really damn lazy to ride motorcycle these days :'(

i'm bored to the max with lecture, going to campus everyday. what the heck!! It's not fun!!!

huuuuuuuu i really miss my boyfriend, gumawang prawatyasidi. huhu :'(
miss you so bad ayyy..
i can't wait to meet you in any longer. i'm dying.
miss you.. miss you like so much. i'm here, you're there.. so?? when will we meet up again? here's me, missing you so much! awckkk :'(
but.....we can't meet in this weekend ya? NOT AT ALL :(
i'm fine and deal with it. my satnite will be blue :') hha.
lonely and maybe just staying at home. bluee blueeeeeee. anyone wants to accompany me on satnite? have no idea what should i do to killing my bored-weekend-time. i dont have any plan to do. anyone has? :D

okay stop to daydreaming about my satnite.
back to basic. looking for tutorial thingy.
why the doctor refuse the patient request?
what is standard profession?
what is patient right and obligation?
what is bla bla blaaaaaaaaaaa.
nguik nguik nguikk -..-
i'm sleepy already, my eyes are like =,= hahahaa

huh, okay I'm off from this blogger.com! decided to chatting instead and facebook-ing. hahaa.
maybe i'll feel sleepy quickly coz i'm so full ;) just had fried chicken and fried-terong and ended up with chocolate pop ice for dinner. hows you?

okay babay all. goodnite blogger!!!

MISS YOU, A!!
Bonne nuit!! ♥♥♥

officially miss him already.

hello for bloggers! meet me again! :)
hope you all have a nice thursday!! ;)

fiiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuuh... =,=
finally english exam has been passed ;D YAYYYYYYYY!!!
not really easy, but not really hard too to done it in 60 minutes.
50:50 lah. hahaa..
but i don't know the score for the part in making paragraph, really dont have any idea of it. cz i'm actually not good in writing seriously. my english is so poor and mess x)
just wrote everything about my faculty on that paper, i didnt think bout the tenses that i used, right or wrong, the most important is my test finished quickly.
hahahaa maybeeeeee i'll get a 'GREAT' score of it. at least B, but i really want A for my english :D :D :D amennnn.. hoping God will help me to make it becomes true! ;D wishing the best score! :)

okay okay, stop discuss bout my exam. the past will be the past Lah, haha.

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, i'm really tired to death now. and totally bored as hell today.
and...................dont know what should i do now, just keep staring infront of laptop till the connection acting like shit and make me angry. i'll waiting that moment.

and i'm just realized my tummy is making a sound and don't wanna stop screams, which means i'm extremely S-T-A-R-V-I-N-G now, not have my lunch yet. but... hellyeaa, i dont have any cash now in my wallet. damn poor me!! :(
i'll go out to ATM then go find some foods for lunch..but..too lazy to go outside and to move my body from this comfy bed ;) keep online instead, and decided to skip my lunchtime.
Just had a batagor for my breakfast, no no breakfast.. brunch exactly!! huu I'm dying!! really need some foods. does anyone wants to send some foods here?? :( :( or should i make a call with KFC or mcD?? aaaaaaaah, too lazy. lazy lazy.. huhu. feeds me!! be a patient ya my tummy, i'll give you some foods at nite if I'm not lazy to go outside :) keep my promise.

i'm sleepy already, i think i'll get dizzy later coz i haven't sleep yet till now.
insomnia attacked me last nite. OFFICIALLY REALLY NEED MORE SLEEP-TIMES!!! I'M SLEEPLESS!! *________*

should i off to bed now or? hmm.

i just realized that it's 4 pm already. this's is shower-time!!
my body is unfresh and smelly already ;)
should i go to sleep now or hit the shower?? or just wasting my time with online all day long??
huaaaaaaaaaa -__________-" tell me what should i do first?
hemmmmmmmmmmmmm.
maybe i'm gonna hit the shower first, than go to bed to have some rests. then i'll go outside to print my assignment and looking for dinner.
just let see how far this plans will works.. ;)

oiaaa, huuum..
really miss my boyfriend x( OFFICIALLY MISS. HIM. ALREADY.
huhuu i'm dying to meet him. can't wait saturday and wasting weekend-time together with him like always. can't wait to meet him in any longer!!
please weekend comes to me quickly ;)


okay i'm out of this blogland now, i'm gonna hit the shower now.
babay bloggers! have a nice day!! ^^
take care of yourself everyone ♥♥

hello again

I'M COMING BACKKKKKKKKKKKKK!! ^^
DO YOU MISS ME??
ABSOLUTELY YES!!! ^0^ haha

widiww.. gilaaa!!!
udah lamaa saya ga nge-blog. since april, it was my last time logged in to www.blogger.com :D long time isn't,huh?
mumpung internet lg kenceng dan lg ga da kerjaan slash nganggur slash jobless.
drpda buka facebook muluuu, dan buka situs2 gak jelas..mending nge-blog ahh :D
i'm so sorry my dear blog coz i've ignored you for a very-long-time :D i'm so sorry. i'm really not in a mood to writing seriously in these days.

okay, here i go..

indonesia actually better than english,isn't it?? :D
so i'll use indo to write down here :D hha (puraknya pake indo ajalah, pdhl gak bs bhs ing) hha

cerita drmna dlu ya??
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... *thinking* :)

*wink wink wink*
teringat hari esok. bsok tuh UTS bhs inggris gila! blm ad belajar sm skali, yg ada drtd tuh nonton, maen, bergosip.. hahay paraaah :) *okeh lanjutkaan!! like thissssssss. hha
tp tenang aja (berusaha menenangkan diri hha) byk kawan2 baik hati yg siap membantu bsok. hha.
tp sialnya bsok nih writing gt testnya, duuh mls bgt deh! mending saya dikasih soal pilgan yg banyak drpd bikin paragraf, bs2 ngarang bebas. ngarang bebas kalo tensis nya bener sih gpp, lah kalo slh2? matii belandaa dah!! hha. pasrah aja lah. allohualam. moga bsok dpt pencerahan! wkwkw.
ngarang apa ya bsok enaknya? sesuka hati ajalah :) hihihi
abis UTS lgsg pulaaang (asik abis!) tp siangnya ad kuliah lg, cuma sejam pula.
kebayang males nya gmn.. :'(
nyata deh males bgt, siang pulaaaaaa! deuh.
panasnya Jogja jg bikin males. hadooooooowh tp.. hrus semangat. ahh knapa ya smngt ini slalu timbul tenggelam??! huhu..
semangat semangat semangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttt!! :D :D :D

sabtu ada OSCE pulaaa.. hadoooh kok skrg OSCE jd momok yah? semenjak OSCE pertama yg sangat sangat menyebalkan ituuuuuuuuuuuuuu :( dan nilai perdana yg bikin DOWN! asemik..
gmn ya OSCE kedua ini? akan kah lebih baik? HARUSSSSSSSS!!! harus lebih baik, gak boleh jelek lg, gak mauuuuuuuu :( huuuh.
gk terasaaa blok 2 udah mau selese ajaa, akhir november udah ujian akhir lg, MCQ lg.. trus awal desember uda masuk blok 3... =,= hemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. cpt ajaaa ya trnyata wktu ni berjalan..
tp gpp deh cepet, biar cepet dapet gelar dokter *yuhuu*, trus kerjaaa, nikah deh! hahaa :D
ngomong2 nikah, jd kangen si calon suami, betulan. kangen bgt.
mau tau sapa?
itu loh.............................
CESC FABREGAS *aheeeeeeeeey* :D :D *hueks* hahaa
hmm lg apa ya sayangku satu itu? lg tanding main bola gak iia? lg mikirin aku jg gak iia?? lg kangen aku gak iia? hemmmmmm pasti IYA smua jawabannya. BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.. gk usah pd iri deh. wkwkw. mau muntah? muntah aja silahkan, saya udah muntah dluan.. hha
duh kayaknya pmbicaraan udah mulai ngacok dan ngawur yah..
sudah2 lah saya nulis blognya, bsok diterusin, lagian ni kebelet pipis jg. mo pipis dlu, drpda ntar ngompol di atas kasur.. kan gak oke bgt tuh.
oke okeeeee babaaaaaaaaay smuaaaaaaa.. :D


btw, kangen gumawang prawatyasidi kuu :(
pd belom tau sapa awang?? ah CUPU!! haha kpn2 deh dicritainnn.. oke okeeeee..

udah dulu yaaaaaaaa. dawwwwwwwww

intermezo

ampuuuuuuuuuun! udah berabad-abad ga pernah blogging.
hampir berbulan-bulan meyentuh internet,tp males bgt blogging hehe

terakhir kali bahas malem kelabu, yaya sampai skrg pun malam2 saya masih kelabu .
menyedihkan !!!!! hahaha
tp tak perlu disesali lah, dibalik malam kelabu itu setidaknya ad hikmah yg bs saya ambil (weseeeeeeh,ngomong apa km pin?!) ckckck..

UAN 2009 yg dulu aku bilang ajal kematian sudah lewat. iya LEWAT!!!! dziiiiiing...
UAN itu ya yaampun TERNYATA BEGITU TOH, gitu ajaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?!!!!!!!! (sok mode: ON) gayaahahaa .
hanya berharap lulus aja . dgn nilai yg bagus itu lebih baik ya Allah :D amiiiiiiiin .

mimpi-mimpi masuk universitas gadjah mada lewat jalur PBS,PBUPD,atau UTUL tak bs terwujudkan,pupus sudaaaaaaah !!
sungguh sakit hati saya sm ugm . sapa mau bantu pukul rektor UGM ?!!!!! hah ?! aysudddddd . haha

yaah..itu hanya sebatas mimpi,setidaknya saya msi harus berusaha masuk lwt SNMPTN kawan2..
iya SENAM-PE-TE-EN !!!
tau kan itu malah tambah susah masuknya dgn saingan yg bejibun mampussssssssssssss ! saya hanya bs berusaha dan berdoa ...

yah sudalah . pikirkan nanti .
skrg yg harus dipikirkan itu UAS .
apaaaaaaaaa ?!
ngapain jg UAS dipikirin . UAS aja ga mikirin saya . loh?! hahaha -____________-
aduh . gatau ya rasanya males bgt2an deh bljr bwt UAS .
entah kenapa . apa gara2 UAN udah lewat terus menyepelekan yg namanya UAS ? maybe .
yah gatau deh liat mingdep aja gmn uas .
atur2 strategi dlu mungkin sm anak2 kelas . wkakakkakakka =D ampunnnnnn .

anjriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid .
banyak pikiran bgt akhir2 ini .
gatau knp byk bgt pikiran, inilah itulah bginilah bgitulah dialah sayalah masalah inilah KAMUlah . loh?!
aduuh au ah gelaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap :(

liburan ngapaen ya??
wiskul nyooooooooooooooookkkkk =D hheuehuehue .
ayooooooook yg pd mau ke JOGJA, mari kita hengkang ramairamai dari kota bontang ini :D
yuuuuuuuukk mariiii .